I believe the external world to always be a mirror of my own consciousness. A mechanism for ‘me’ to view my beliefs in manifested form. Every experience held in the external world provides an opportunity to ‘see’ our subconscious beliefs. To know ourselves and what areas need to be addressed. Actually nothing ever ‘needs’ to be addressed, but if we want to remain conscious and awake to the true nature of who we are and what this reality is, then addressing what presents itself ‘out there’ is our work.

Tonight I experienced what may be best referred to as ‘social class rejection’ or at least my perception of that. A situation where I seemed to be invisible to the larger group I was in because of my status in a lower financial/professional class. Now from a GOD consciousness perspective, this is preposterous as nothing can be actually owned, nothing can go with us when we leave this place, and there is no separation. So what was this about?

The mirror of reality was reflecting to me my own subconscious belief in my personal value. I can’t say that I was particularly offended by the social snubbing, but rather felt taken aback by how we hold ourselves separate and distinct from each other by using arbitrary values of worth. I do not feel not valuable because of my lack if monetary accumulation, or social prestige, or even professional prestige. In fact, I feel that I have created my circumstances to perfectly allow for a level of simplicity that permits me to feel free from modern restrictions. But what then was the mirror reflecting?

I found Ego saying,” well I don’t want to be like them anyway. They seem shallow and unaware of anything.” Ha. So that was it then. It was not them snubbing me…my personality was snubbing them! The program of separation and mentality of ‘them vs me ‘ was playing! A belief that I was not aware was still in existence.

So it seems that the more that I seek to be in full consciousness and aware of my true self, the more ‘work’ appears.

I say bring it! I say thank you to the mirror for that lesson and thank you to my higher self for making it a fairly benign one.

Gandhi’s words whisper to me as I fall asleep ….”Be the change…..”